| Wednesday, April 19th, 2006 |
| 9:10 pm |
time to time
From time to time I have regrets For all the things I didnt say. From time to time my memory slips. But youre the one thing in my life. I wont forget. |
| Monday, April 3rd, 2006 |
| 9:27 pm |
crash
When you feel all alone And the world has turned it’s back on you Give me a moment please to tame your wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you It’s hard to find relief and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can’t take anymore Let me be the one you call If you jump I’ll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You’re not alone When you feel all alone And a loyal friend is hard to find You’re caught in a one way street With the monsters in your head When hopes and dreams are far away and You feel like you can’t face the day And there has always been heartache and pain And when it’s over you’ll breathe again You’ll breath again When you feel all alone And the world has turned it’s back on you Give me a moment please To tame your wild heart |
| Friday, February 17th, 2006 |
| 9:48 pm |
thought it would be to much of a clishe to write anything down on your birthday since that was the day the law came down on us. once again thanx for that day since that was the breaking point. |
| 9:32 pm |
Can't be there.
I know when he's been on your mind. That distant look is in your eye I thought with time you'd realize It's over. It's not the way I choose to live And something somewhere's got to give, As sharing this relationship gets older You know I'd fight for you But how I can fight someone who isn't even there. I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I dont care if that's not fair. There's no where left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never, Is it all Or are we just friends? Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here? with nothing at all. There are times it seems to me I'm sharing you with memories I feel it in my heart But I dont show it And then there's times you look at me As though I'm all that you can see Those times I don't believe it's right. Don't me make me promises,Steph you never did know how to keep them well I've had the rest of you.Cause you and I Could lose it all if you've got no more room No room inside for me in your life There's no where left to fall. |
| Friday, February 3rd, 2006 |
| 10:31 pm |
Tear to shed
If I touch a burning candle I can feel the pain If you cut me with a knife it's still the same And I know her heart is beating And I know that I am dead Yet the pain here that I feel Try and tell me it's not real For it seems that I still have a tear to shed. If I touch a burning candle I can feel no pain In the ice or in the wun it's all the same Yet I feel my heart is acheing Though it doesn't beat it's breaking And the pain here that I feel Try and tell me it's not real I know that I am dead Yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed. Current Mood:  cold |
| Friday, January 20th, 2006 |
| 1:13 am |
DONT!!!!
Don't walk too close, Don't breathe so soft And don't talk so sweet, And don't sing. Don't lay, oh, so near. Please, don't let me fall in love with you again. Please let me forget all those sweet smiles, All of the passion, all of the heat, The peace, the pain, All those blue skies, where your words were my freedom. Please, don't let me fall in love with you again. Too many times I've cared too much. I stood on the edge. And saw that you held my hand, And knowing too well I couldn't hide from those eyes Please, don't let me fall please. Don't let me fall in love in love with you again. |
| 1:07 am |
Talented you..
I was thinking that I might fly today, Just to disprove all the things that you say. It doesn't take a talent to be mean. Your words can crush things that are unseen You always tell me that it's impossible To be respected, and be a man. Why's it gotta be so complicated? Why you gotta tell me if I'm hated? I have this theory, that if we're told we're bad Then that's the only idea we'll ever have. But, maybe if we are surrounded in beauty, Someday we will become what we see. 'Cause anyone can start a conflict; It's harder yet to disregard it. I'd rather see the world from another angle. We are everyday angels Be careful with me 'cause I'd like to stay that way. |
| 12:54 am |
One year ago.. Friday
wow i dont know if youve noticed??? or even care to say the least but it is now 12:59am the exact time you left last year becuase you had your first day at NCTC.. pretty crazy if you ask me since you know what happen that night and not to mention the last time it has happen or for that matter will ever happen. Well hope your doing what you are doing with some one else!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: accomplishedCurrent Music: incubus |
| Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006 |
| 12:32 am |
Heres your holiday
It's hard to wake up When the shades have been pulled shut This house is haunted It's so pathetic It makes no sense at all.I'm ripe with things to say The words rot and fall away.If a stupid poem could fix this home I'd read it every day. So here's your holiday Hope you enjoy it this time You gave it all away It was mine So when you're dead and gone Will you remember this night,four year now lost. It's not right Their anger hurts my ears Been running strong for one year Rather than fix the problems, they never solve them It makes no sense at all I see them every dayWe get along so why can't they? If this is what he wants and this is whatshe wants Then why is there so much pain? So here's your holiday Hope you enjoy it this time You gave it all away It was mine |
| 12:25 am |
She didn't mean to deceive you, believe me But sometimes the hardest part is conceiving The good intentions that you had Now only came to this And although she saw the mark The arrow missed It isn't exciting reciting the stories Of kind words turned hurting when routine gets boring Both getting tired facking friends And both playing with fake friends The start was something good But some good things must end And she said, "It could never survive With such differing lives One home, one out on gambaling We may never come back The strike of a match The candle's burning at both ends." And now she knows too much And I'm too fucked up It's awkward trying to make my move I'll pretend that I'm fine Show up right on time But I know I'll never be that cool I never wanted to hold you back I just wanted to hold on But my chance is gone I know / just where / I stand / a boy Trapped in the body of a man and I'll take what you're willing to give And I'll teach myself to live With a walk-on part of a background shot From a movie I'm not in She's so important And I'm so retarded And now I realize I should have kissed you in N.Y. But I drove home all alone As if I had a choice, anyway Where are you coming from? What are you running from? Is it so hard to see? And if you're feeling scared Remember the time we shared You know it meant everything You know that it meant everything to me. |
| 12:20 am |
Don't tell that it is over.
I hear the phone, it rings so violently can't leave my room, can't breathe since she left me I will admit, I hate those things I said girls always cry, guys will never admit they did Don't tell me that it's over I'm not used to this temptation and when you come back running there's no use for explanation I think things are too hopeful even with my expert knowledge most girls do mean trouble because they are rarely honest What's with the jokes, all the routines they play screw with my head, never give in till they get their way guys like to run, chicks like to yell, you see guys hate to fight, girls think it's therapy. |
| 12:17 am |
I said i wasnt going to write anymore about you on here, but i guess i lied again cus here i am again secluded and desperate writing about you.. i dont know why cus its been one year since you fell into that temptation...... |
| 12:15 am |
Short story of a lonely guy
Push it out, fake a smile AVERT disaster, just in time I need a drink, cause in a while Worthless answers from friends of mine It's dumb to ask, cool to ignore Girls posess me, but they're never mine I made my entrance, avoided hazards Checked my engine, I fell behind....... She makes me feel like it's raining outside And when the storm's gone i'm all torn up inside I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom I get too scared to move, cause i'm a fuckin' boy Remember when I was in the grocery store, now's my time Lost the words,lost my nerve, lost the girl, left the line I would wish upon a star, but that star, it doesn't shine So read my book with a boring ending A short story of a lonely guy........Who fell behind |
| Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005 |
| 9:15 pm |
Aries
November 2, 2005 This is a good day for healing difficult relationships, luis. Over the past few months, you have had a few confrontations with people. Maybe a loved one didn't respect your point of view. Or perhaps a colleague was taking advantage of you. It was important to stand your ground and to be firm. But now, you'll be ready to establish a greater feeling of peace with these old foes. |
| Sunday, September 25th, 2005 |
| 5:19 pm |
Stephani_Lilly
I cant believe your actually online at the same time i am i have seen or heard from you in months.. its like your so close to talk to, but im to scared to IM you and you have now been online for 10 minutes and you havent said a word. Just sitting here patiently waiting for you to say something.. but then again maybe theres nothing to say.....or maybe its not even you it might be your new BF, but i doubt it since your back home. come on dont be scared. you never stay on this long, oh well ill wait like always.. how pitiful is that.? |
| Tuesday, September 13th, 2005 |
| 2:45 am |
ARIES
Tuesday, September 13, 2005 (Tomorrow) Try to avoid resting on your laurels after a recent success. Traveling today can clear your mind and make a practical solution appear obvious. Getting away is the key; too many reminders of past failure surround you. |
| Friday, September 9th, 2005 |
| 3:30 am |
questions
why did you have to come back? why couldnt you just stay away with him? not that you cant come back but why with him? arent you tired of being tortured? arent you tired of running? im strting to think it wasnt such a great plan leaving me..... well i hope you find what you looking for even though i still havent heard from you.. |
| Friday, August 26th, 2005 |
| 4:11 pm |
Just a thought
So here i am again thinking about you and what you are probably doing in the city that never sleeps, wondering if you are even getting any sleep or if you once again have fell in the sleep of drugs. hope not, but if you have remember i care. remember a year ago we got caught if front of my house and since that day i have not touched anything. actually today jr called me and got me a job with him and chris and bankston, im still not sure if i want to take it but its been almost a year since i have worked i think it will help me out. im wondering you have found a job up there? hope you have and you better not let that fucker hit you any more or i will send my uncle up there and kill that fool. |
| Monday, August 22nd, 2005 |
| 1:09 am |
Its all because of you
You’re my sunshine after the rain You’re the cure against my fear and my pain Cuz I’m losing my mind when you’re not around It’s all because of you Baby I really know by now Since we met that day You showed me the way I felt it then you gave me love I can’t describe How much I feel for you I said baby I should have known by now Should have been right there Whenever you gave me love And if only you were here I’ll tell you, I love you Honestly, could it be you and me Like it was before Neither less or more Cuz when I close my eyes At night I realize that no one else Could ever take your place I still can feel and it’s so real When you’re touching me kisses endlessly It’s just a place in the sun Where our love’s begun I miss you...yes I miss you, oh bab If I knew how to tell you What’s on my mind (Make you understand...) Then I’d always be there Right by your side Current Mood: cold |
| 12:57 am |
I cant believe its already been two weeks since you left.. i never thought you would just run off like that..as much as you told me you would never leave me or your family.. either way i hops you are safe and happy in NY.. |
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